4 days since i've last updated.
time check,
0030 (:


yep! i've been feeling alot alot better.. & i mean, ALOT better.
ain you people glad?
i have been laughing non-stop ytd.
i must say,
i really missed laughing, grinning & smiling all day~
i was super hyper la. run here run there..
unlike crying & be so miserable for these last 5 days..
i'm glad that i'm miles away from misery =)


sometimes, siblings can be quite a disgrace to you.
i dont really know if my sister really took his book by accident,
or someone just played a prank on either of us sisters..
thats not funny.
she said that it was not needed,
to return our classmate the book.
you said it was such a hassle to do that..
i did felt sorry for him,
having no books nor practice to do..
so, i took the book,
brought it to school, & shoved the book secretly below his table.
it was your fault to have brought the book back..
yet i had to take the fall for you..
i had to take an extra load to school.
i dread carrying such heavy bags to school..
& yet, you acted like a jerk & refused to chip in.
how inconsiderate..
no, inconsiderate is certainly not the right word to use..
i should have said,
unfair, unfillial, distracted, filled with jealously, etc etc..
you were doing your homework,
while doing, you fell alsleep.
who was the one who packed your bag?
who was the one who put your head comfortably on the pillow?
who was the one who covered with the blanket?
yes, i was the one.
i helped you.
i did wrote about you in one of my recent post.
i felt guilty.. actually, you deserved it.
no, i was feeling too sad about it..
so i deleted it away..
i never thought that you will still feel so ungrateful towards me..
showed me attitude.
thats your problem.
you have some bad attitude..
i've begged you loads of time,
for god's sake, change your fucking attitude..
have you at least tried? no.. not once.. & never in your life you will try..
i beg you my dear sister..
please change your attitude,
have you ever thought that.. why sometimes,
we dint answer your qus?


i must admit, i'm getting a lil bit paranoid nowadays..
not as in the supernatural stuffs..
loh, neo & kokila wants to put an extra post in the ex-cos.
so, they elected me.
i was the asst sec.
i couldnt be bothered anymore.
PL too. vidthya was like..
"i want to be PL, i want to be PL!!"
*rolls eyes*
you were the one who keeps pon-ing..
you shant blame anyone if you're the PS.

cant believe irene lim told loh the whole story..


samantha wants me to post something bout her in my blog.
so, here goes!
sammi finally let me see wad she has written about me during a compo practice..
the topic was about a role model you know. plus, it was ages ago! january i suppose?
read wad she have written..
mostly, its about,
me, laughing my head off.. laughing my heart out.
cheering her, alibaba & some other people up.
was quite touched while i was reading it..
reading it let me notice something..
i was known as,
the girl who keeps smiling.. if i dont smile,
it will be immediately OBVIOUS.
i do laugh at lil lil comments..
so, from today..
i shant be frowning nor sighing.
instead, i should rejoice at every moment,
so that, life will be more meaningful to me.

thanks sammi dearie! well written!
i stil wont tell you wo is "STS"
:D


i would love to thank someone.
thanks for telling me to cheer up on monday.
thanks for smiling.
no one like ever smile to me during these last 5 days..
only seldomly..
thanks for everything..
quan yuan (:
& i'll not forget that your birthday is nearing! ^^


went to je pg ytd.
was super funny.. i was laughing my heart out.
although it only lasted for less than 2 hrs,
i'm satisfied.. i'm satisfied with 2 crazy cliques that i'm having.
i love you,
alibaba & asg (X


i've learn to choose my own way..
positive or negative.
i'll choose positive.
thank you so much (: